Serious thing to note!

Probably something that might interest you guys, internet users

http://www.pcworld.com/article/155190/

http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20081216/tc_afp/uschinaitinternetsoftwarecrimemicrosoft

In short, it is more advisable to use browsers other than IE right now. Got flaw wor


Teh

To 'da Lonely Jnb

It's the 14th of Dec

Coincide with the birth of Jenabi Ling!

Or should it be the other way round haha

Old liaw lo

He said he is lonely

For the reason being away from his hometown

Working there, with no friends

Maybe I made it sound like it is such a terrible life haha

But nolah

Even with an empty surrounding, he can fill it himself with something

That's the Jenabi I know :)

He also dubbed himself "the one always left behind"

Refering to the time of the year 14th of Dec is

Never got himself with his besties on the day most people including myself

Think it should be spent with the people you wanna be with

Looking back on how we met each other

Not the first time saying this though hoho

Seemed like he had a crush on me HAHA

Asking people to take my leg hair, urging me into the 'Ghost House' but to no avail

And the move that really triggered our friendship :

Writing in his autograph

Now lets flatter him a bit

With the fact that he is indeed amazing

From being talented and dedicated in the thing he is doing

He drew this, a few years back

Architecture i think? haha

To having some inhuman stamina in gaming jk jk =P

In my eyes

I can only see a great future for him

Because he never failed to impress everyone

Alright the flattering stops here haha

Being one of the few friends I met back then, to be still in frequent contact

That's the reason I am posting this

And seriously squeezing my head to come up with words

While you're killing Skele right now HAHA

The one who came up with 'you can't see Teh at night' thing -.-

And also being the kuku who gave me a very 'special' card on the day i turned 16

How can I ever forget you?

I guess that's all from me

Lazy liaw haha

All the best to you, and

Happy birthday Jenabi!

Teh

I am a Mirian!

Specially to those Non-Mirians haha

From my rough estimation phase 2 is about 50-60% completed. Lazy to get nearer to the site to get better pictures. Still decent enough to show you Non-Mirians ba.

Note that I stress on the word Non-Mirians

Maybe I'm a bit hometown-ist :)

Cheers!

Teh

Tagged by KangKang

1.What's your ambition?
According to my lecturer TT, life a progressive thingy. How successful you are can be literally shown by a 'progress graph' with progress on the y-axis and time on the x-axis. I always wanted to make my graph steeper. Haha lame lo

2.Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
I'll say the latter when I finally succeed :)

3.How often do you think of committing suicide?
Never, I'm scared of death too..

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
Obviously no.

5.How many babies you want?
Make one football team JKJK haha. I don't know

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
After the rain of course you will see the rainbow. So yah

7.What is your goal for this year?
Enjoy and appreciate this whole year or rather, next year . I'm serious lo!

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
What is eternity love?

9.What's a prefect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u?(list 10)
O_O prefect? If prefect girlfriend maybe a girlfriend who wears blazer, bring small notepad eveywhere catching people together with me haha. If perfect, then probably the person who makes you wanna live again when you feel like dying :)

10.What are you really afraid of?
Those kind of crushing feeling. Say for example, exactly how those Bayern Munich players felt in the '99 Champions League Final.

11.What are your bad habits?
Not being very conversational

12.Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
Nope

13.State a random fact about yourself.
I am veryy egoistic :)

14.What does flying means to you?
Fly la -.- noob question

15.What do you crave for the most currently?
Donuts!

16. What is your plan for next year?
Be a better person emotionally. Similar to (7), enjoy life a little bit more

17.Describe the person that tagged you in 7 words.
7 words is just not enough! He is nice, helpful, sexy, spacious (his car haha), kind, responsible, cute and one of those few people who are close to me. And he is entering Civil next year, BLLN kangkang haha.

18. What is your favourite food?
Don't know eh

19. What animal do you like?
Zirafah! I forgot how to spell it in English

20.You want to be male/female next time?
-.- I am okay being male for now

Instructions:Remove one question from above and add in your personal question (I never did^^).Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 peoples.List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.

I'll tag: Some people don't like tags so let me be the nice person haha


Teh

Me & Ferrari of 2008 - Continued

Massa did everything he could. He led the race from start to finish, and Kimi backed him up to finish between him and Lewis. Still it wasn't enough. Sigh, if only the Toyota held on for another lap in front of the Mclaren. Just one more lap.

Nevertheless good try Massa! But I guess it'll be difficult for you next year. Cos Kimi is going to win the championship wahahah.

I've said before that even effort sometimes yields you nothing. But it is always worth trying, like what Massa did (:

Walao I'm turning into a racing enthusiast @_@

Okla back to work. Good luck everybody!

AZA AZA

Teh

Me & Ferrari of 2008

As I was bathing just now, it just come to thought that I have some simillarities with the Ferrari F1 team of 2008.

Ferrari had been unpredictable this year, sometimes very good while every other time disappointing. Sometimes I am hardworking when the mood is there. But most of the time you'll never find a lazier person than me.

Two times already it happened this year that a Ferrari left the pit with the refueling rig still attached on the car, which ruined the race (and hurting the pit crew) for them. Costly, costly error. I always have the butter fingers, careless mistakes in quizzes and exams. Frustating!

The trend this is that Ferrari struggled in qualifying, leaving them to start the race from behind the grid. So it's playing catch up all the way. In the climax of the weekend, which is the race itself, the Ferrari's take too long to get up to speed. When they do, they are already just too far behind to catch up. That's the main reason Kimi lost his championship. I can't concentrate when it's too early in advance to the exam. I tried but never manage to. When exam gets near and I realise that I'm in trouble, then I start to pressure myself -.-

Kimi's teammate Massa is now trailing 7 points to Lewis. He still has a chance to be the world champion. But he only has the final race of the season in Brazil to take 7 points off the zzz McLaren. Difficult task but still the chance is there. Final exam nearing, and many things to catch up. But I still have 2 weeks!

2 weeks to go!

Teh

Pressure me pl0x

My brain

My mind

My decision-making

My concentration

is failing on me again.

Exactly 4 weeks to go to finals

Needing an injection of motivation now, seriously

Give me pressure pleaseeeeeee

Teh

Harpie Burfday

HAPPY BDAY AFIQ!

Teh

Noob Teh

" A peace, freedom loving personality. Appearance everyday can be misleading, with my solemn behaviour hiding the crapness and bull-ness in me wahaha.
So don't judge the book by its colour!
And I think my temper is bad, but I never considered myself a bad person.
Life hasn't been easy. It drains out your soul and energy, it makes you trip and fall. WIth will, you seek for motivation and stand right up once again.
A life full of ups and downs I must say. And I hope my will I am building upon does make me a stronger person. "

Malunya -___- changed le haha.

Teh

Shoooooo tired

Will write this post out later -.-

Off to bed~

Teh

*Edit

What a week la. SO many things to do but so little time -.-

ES Lab Report
Maths Online Quiz
Programming Online Quiz
Weekly Summary
Problem 2 ( Essay)
Team Meeting Minutes
Maths Workshop = Maths Quiz

Those where the things due by Friday , and worst, there was ES exam on Saturday. Don't know why everything chooses to come this week -.-

I would count myself unlucky for that paper. Sometimes even effort yield you nothing, but I really did everything possible with such limited time. Still, very disappointing la. Haiya don't wanna say liaw

And Kimi hasn't won a race for quite some times now, partly ill luck and driving error. Frustating even to me -.- Nvm, as long as it is still mathematically possible, don't give up the championship!

Ending here

Teh

Happy 19th!

Woo just managed to squeeze this in before 12

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNY!

Teh

In Need of Posting Something -.-

Walao laziness wit blogging really struck me haha. I'll just go on writing about what's on during the past month.

My days were pretty much monotonous I guess, in campus much of the day on weekdays and occasional sports and club activities on weekends . I also get to learn to organise a general meeting for CUTEC, which I think I kinda messed up with the planning. Good thing it went quite okay. Hoho^^

And also the Olympics, which really lived up to its hype; a spectacular opening ceremony coupled by an impressive closing ceremony. And also most sportspeople I idolised won gold haha. Ma Lin, Lin Dan, USA basketball team and the list went on. Hmm recalling back I actually supported Lee Chong Wei in the badminton singles final, but no one expected him to lose so easily. Maybe his nerve got to him I guess, because LCW at his best can do much better la obviously. Ohya there also were Phelps and Bolt, who set remarkable feats which I don't think necessary to say here. I agree with some friends who made this comment: "Bukan manusia. " Haha

Now moving on the most recent event, Curtin Carnival last Saturday. I wasn't present last year but I think the previous one was much more erm meriah(what's the word in english? -.-)Still quite a fun day la, though not many choices of food I kept on eating. That night there was also a suddenly-decided BBQ at Kenny's house. So I ended the day feeling superly bloated haha.

And today the gang went for lunch to celebrate birthday with hamkan. Happy belated bday hamkan!

Hmm the free week is also ending already and I think I have enjoyed the holiday a little bit too much -.- So yah, it's time to stress again. Some exams coming up also.

I will not falter again. At least thats what I am telling myself (:

AZA AZA ya! Especially to you!


Teh

Free Week

It's free week!

Teh

Beginning of a New Sem

Random pic, at Hawaii Beach in Miri?

Just a quick post here.

Wuwuwu first week of the sem had gone by le!

As the semester commences, the one talking point concerned is our timetable.

In general all I would say is any EFY student would not like the timetable -.-

Really no fun to have classes from 8am to 7pm ugh

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Hmm

Honestly speaking I'm still not mentally prepared for this new sem haha

Still having the holiday blues

And never really arranged nor readied everything like I always do

Havent even washed my bag LOL

Wake up Teh!

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New sem's resolution?

To do better lo haha

It's the same everytime

To voice out, and to strut your stuff

Is two different things

Now looking ahead to a few years ahead,

And looking at people around me

Seems like there's sort of motivation

But of course, no-where near as strong as another motivation

Let's hope it'll get better.

Busy days started le, so guys work hard ya!

And and my poor tehteh89.blogspot.com readers are getting less and less haha.

It's not hard to understand why (:

Will try my best to post more interesting stuffs.

Tata goodnight all.

Sighing Teh

Disturbia

Rihanna - Disturbia



"What's wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy now


No more gas in the rear
Can't even get it started
Nothing heard, nothing said
Can't even speak about it
Out my life out my head
Don't want to think about it
Feels like I'm going insane
Yeah


It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It's too close for comfort


Put on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia


Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum


Faded pictures on the wall
It's like they talkin' to me
Disconnectin' phone calls
The phone don't even ring
I gotta get out
Or figure this sh*t out
It's too close for comfort


It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
I feel like a monster


Put on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum


Release me from this curse I'm in
Trying to remain tame
But I'm struggling
If you can go, go, go
I think I'm going to oh, oh, oh


Put on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia."

A strange selection from me I know haha. But I like it very much. Heard it on the radio twice, but never get to know the song title. Managed to find it though; from all sites, haoting.com LOL

Rihanna ftw!

Teh

Just For Updates

Without realizing, another 2 weeks and class will resume.

Just too fast!

Haha just updating what I've been up to recently.

Currently I'm very busy. Busy being a no-lifer^^

First I'll have to clear some wrong perspective because Dhiren came to me on MSN, seemed worried that I wanted to end my life -.-

It's about getting indulged in something so much that nothing else matter haha. For me it's full time gaming lo. Really nothing else to do what. But doesn't really fit me 100% as I still eat enough and sleep enough.

It has its advantage actually. Playing all the time stops you from thinking about things you don't want to think or worry about issue you don't want to worry.

But it's still difficult for people who think a lot like me ahahaha.

If you're talking about alternatives, there is not much to choose from la. I only watch TV on weekends, and I can't possibly go out everyday. Miri very small de lo -.-

And to download movies.. download is a very sensitive word to me T_T LOL .
Virus, trojan, remember?
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Ohya, forgot to mention that a few weeks ago I've upgraded my P licence to the one wihout P le (what is it called? ) muahahaa.

And hor, when I was going out of the JPJ office I almost bang into another car -.- haha.

Even now without the P flashing on my driving licence I will still drive slowly ^^.



Aite, enjoy the last 2 weeks of holiday. Till next time!


No-lifer Teh

Trojan Trojan Trojan

Hey guys!

MIA for some time again haha.

Last week, I fell quite sick. Nothing serious bah. Not much has been going on lately that getting ill is something very significant to me haha.

It was kinda strange as the fever comes on and off. It got bad sometimes that my limbs felt really heavy to the extent that all I can only lie in my living room for a morning or afternoon.

And also this niggling headaches, hate it ugh. But then when I started to sweat then I felt okay again, as healthy as a rabbit haha.

And yeah, my computer got this trojan horse

Wanna hear the story?

Haha it's just an old, same way of contracting it bah : Downloads.

I have had great plan de actually after exam , in erhem, maple it is haha. Sometime in the future I will reveal that plan. I'm sure I will

But the game lagged like @#$%^&* and it was impossible to play, and soon I began watching Youtube more than ever before -.-

Sien-sation rapidly crept in and it really gets tooooo sickeningy boring. Slow internet didn't help too.
In desperation I tried looking for alternative games. One came to my mind : FIFA 2008

I began asking friends around if anyone happened to have the game, but no one has it.

So I asked Billy ( he's all about IT stuffs^^) if there is anyway to download this type of game. He didn't disappoint me and gave me a site to search for link to download. Later I would find that my carelessness would be the one disappointing me LOL. All ur fault la Billy T_T

It took 4 bloody days to finish download the game. 4 days! With an average speed of 17kb/s. Crazy la. First time in my life that I left my computer on overnight for download. After that still went through quite a trouble searching for the crack.

But soon all the troubles seem to be paying off. The game was great, being my sole entertainer when internet was unusable. It worked out pretty well for one or two days.

A few days later,my sister complained to me that the computer hanged while she was using it the night before. I boot the comp and yeah,

Trojan Horse pop ups -.-

I panicked a bit because my dad's flight is due to arrive that afternoon ; he will be the one giving me the lectures -_-'' so for the next few days I stick myself with the comp to avoid my dad from using and discovering it haha. So to some of you, now can understand why I was reluctant to go out that time? Silly right? I find myself really silly sometimes.

Then after my dad went off again, I got sick as I mentioned ealier on.

Being an absolute kuku in computer stuff, I don't know how to fix the problem. I told my brother about the Trojan.

Me : eh
Me : comp kena trojan
Me : <_<
Bro : good
Bro : wad u dl?

-.-

The only solution here is reformatting lo, because Windows' files are the ones infected. And I seriously I don't wanna surrender to let the computer shop people fix it. The service charge is a bit steep to me, considering the amount of work.

And also this is great chance for me to step out of my shell to learn ^^

So I invited my friend Sing Ong to come over my place to help me. They (VC came along also) taught me the steps. The first 2 tries failed, most probably because of the ServicePack3 XP CD de problem. Then after they went back I tried myself using ServicePack2 version and guess what? It worked ahaahhahahahahahahah

Pro Teh^^

It really wasn't hard. Just require a bit of time. I would recommend to you guys to learn to do it yourself. If your computer always kena virus, it's gonna save you a lot of money in the long run haha. Still, I'm quite sure many knows how to do it la.

But then my computer is a bit strange. Just minor problems but it works alright. Wahaha I'm very contented I tell you^^.

I appreciate your time if you really read all the way here. May be a bit boring to some haha.

Till later.

Sigh.

Teh

"Never before I have ever doubted myself so much.."

I'm finding more and more that blogging is just not my thing. Everytime I planned to post something, I will always got stuck somewhere, ending up to click the X on the right top corner of the screen haha.

And I always seem to only update my blog whenever my mood isn't that good. Not all the time, but most of it. So, here we go. haha


Kungfu Panda

I watched it the night after my exam finished. It's a good one I think, very funny and the characters are all very cute. I noticed a few others had entries about this movie so I think I won't go too much into detail. I'm still left wondering though, why the village only has pigs as citizens, and why the panda, a mammal, has a bird daddy(or wadever it was, creature with wings) ? -.-

Incredible Hulk 2

I like this one! I'm not one who's tooo into action movies but this one is nice la. Worth watching (:

Stomp The Yard
(TBP soon -.-)
It was out quite some time ago, in fact I think it was about a year ago? haha. Friends told me it's a good movie, but I'm only halfway watching it(via youtube.com ^^), thanks to the brilliant job STREAMYX is doing. Not planning to finish it also, because until now I still don't quite understand the story haha. Sad thing that Chris Brown died in the early part ._.

Bad internet :
What else can I say? I'm sure complaints come from all 13 states in Malaysia (13 or 14 states? o.o) I don't expect a 1mb/s download rate from Streamyx. Limited bandwidth I can understand. But being horribly unstable and unpredictable? Whoever responsible for the internet connection wouldn't be short of complaints. Complaints were made. But any improvement? I have no idea if they have done anything. Or maybe they tried, but failed. Only they know. This sums up the first few days of my dreadful holiday, even snail can move faster I think -__-

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And yah, I finally managed to meet a few of my friends who are back for their holidays. Delighted to see old friends. Not much changes also haha.

I think I'll stop here for now. Enjoy la you people (:

Doubts, doubts.

Sigh.

Sigh.

Teh

Post-Examination Period

random picture taken at campus

Exam finished diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii haha. Degree students' exam is coming to an end this week, and I think geology first years are having their last paper today. Actually it ended last wednesday for me but my laziness + my connection prevented me from posting anything.

The last few weeks were probably the stress-est time I'd ever gone through. Pretty much being a no-lifer la haha. Sometimes I sat down with the notes and books non-stop from morning till night, with only meal-times or toilet breaks in between. I even slept with books, to foster a better relationship with them so that information would enter my head easier LOL. Lame I know -.-

But nothing to be proud of actually, because it was mostly doing catch-up work. I found that even working hard for the last two weeks would not be enough. Or less than two weeks la, all those stupid assignments -.- This kind of effort won't work anymore larh, at this level.

And also I know this time whatever I'm getting, I've tried!

Yah, I must say I'm happy that exam is over. To hell with those stresses -_- Now I have approximately another 5 weeks of break. I find it a bit too long for me la. 5 weeks is just enough to let us rot and have our brain rusted if there isn't anything to do.

And friends I'm with throughout the semester are mostly not Mirian, and they are going back to their hometown soon. Not saying that I have no Mirian friend here but those outstation people are the ones I do a lot of things together; lunch, studying and all those things la. So, yah, their absence would be felt a bit.

Aite let's move to the brighter side of life haha. I haven't really decide on what to do during this holiday. Definitely will find time to go out with my long lost buddies. Was being really too busy to find time to find you people. So very sorry guys! Anyone of you coming back or having a break as well and happened to be reading this, meet up bah :)

Regardless of what I'm going to do I will try to enjoy this holiday. You guys should too!

Happy Holiday!

Teh

Where Do I Stand?

Bloody bloody bloody bloody connection ugh.

Teh went MIA for about a week

MIA for missing in action

Because his house's streamyx fell sick

Haha nolah just something went wrong with the setting

And I couldn't get the setting right

Hmm after a week

I should ask myself where I am now

In preparation for the final exam

My progress of catching up was, indeed very slow

've got to admit I'm trailing wayyy behind

Just to put it simply but mildly

I'm just horribly lost

Many things I couldn't understand

Understanding a line would take me hours

Many things to memorize

Ugh memorizing is just not my thing

Ask me about my dad's or brother's number, or most people's birthdate

Without reference I can only tell you I can't remember haha

Fuh.. take a deep breath

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Not many days left

Now it's a little more than a week

Not to the start of the exam

But to the end la haha

When I can feel the relief

And the satisfaction of finally ending those dreadful days of exam stress

Just stay focused for another week!

Another week!

Teh

Runnin' Out of Timeee

Phew

I guess it's a busy period for everybody

Over the past few days there're things I wanted to post

The bridge testing

My utmost joy at Man Utd's victory in the Champions League Final last Thursday

The pausing of my heartbeat when I read something I should have read earlier

My agony at watching Kimi's race yesterday -.-

But looking at the amount of time I use to finish a post

I decided not to ~_~

kukuteh's still noob, need long time to post something

You orangs should work hard

There is one kata-kata hikmat haha

Which says 'No pain, no gain'

"AZA..!"

Teh

"I Wanna Be.."

Chris Brown - I Wanna Be

"[Sigh] Look. I know we've been friends for a while now.But, I just feel like I can confess to you.It's gonna be hard but.Alright here it goes..

Imagine that the pillow that you cried on was my chest,
and the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand.
Girl, imagine: if you needed advise about some other guy,

I'm the one that comes to mind.
Not tryna hear you tell nobody that I'm just a friend,
just trying to make sure I'm that body that you call your man,
and anytime you need a shoulder -- it's yours, night or day,
but what I'm tryna say is, I wanna be...

The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..

whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...

Would it be cool?
Would you mind if I called you my boo,
what if the next whip you was pushin' was the one I bought for you?
Can I be the one that meets your pops and take your mama shoppin',

be the only one they like?

Have you thought about it -- wait -- really thought about it?
Maybe you should take some time
call your girls and talk about it, yeah.
'cause I done already made up my mind,
don't need no more time to know if I wanna be with you,
I wanna be...

The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,I wanna be...

Put me on your screen saver,

all over your myspace and make me one of your top favorites,

that's where I wanna be...
The one you cryin' for (stand up for and fightin' for)
wanna be your good, bad, love, hate girl..

Cross my heart hoped to die,

on everything that's good,

I'm gonna do you right,

show you right, get this understood.

Cross my heart hoped to die,

on everything that's good,

I'm gonna do you right,

show you right, get this understood.

The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,I wanna be...

Girl I wanna be, I wanna be.... [sigh]I wanna be, I wanna be.. "

Just sharing a song I love listening now :)

Teh

Bad Day

Note that I'm not pointing specifically at anyone with my post

What a F day

F not for any kind of vulgarity

But it's F for Frustating

A Frustating Day

Hmm I guess I kept this to myself for very long time di

Over and over again

My patience got tested

Since day 1,

All our effort

All our headaches,

All the time we spent to come out with a design,

All the troubles we'd gone through calculating all the trash we believed would never be accurate,

All the paperworks,

Has all gone to waste

A blueprint from us was there, but never it was followed

Permission for variation was never sought

"It's too difficult to make", "It's not strong enough"

Not strong enough? Only they know whether they have tested. I don't know

Alright, fine. Come up with a different one then

Came the submission date, and it was rejected for overweighing

Decision was to redesign, and rebuild

During discussion

Whatever I said

Whatever I proposed

They just won't listen

That's not the whole reason

Rejections came without better idea from the opposite direction

I don't know how to explain la,

Put yourself in my shoes just now then you might understand how exactly I felt

Then we decided to have it like that

But before going home, they tried to convince that that won't work

We insisted to have it that way

I guess in desperation they admitted that Final Exam is near, so.. need not for me to continue

What do we have to say?

Upon hearing that, I just walked away from there

I guess they made a good point, Final Exam is near

Busy wor

But I think we deserve to have a bit more respect also

I saw nothing we planned was ever carried out

Not allowing any room for any creativity

Might as well leave everything to them to do lah

I can't be too selfish also, it's not like I've helped them in the construction

I'm very tired with all these already

Just let it pass la don't care le

To come to think of it again, I don't find any reason for me to be so frus also lah haha. But, still sigh.

Those who came to read these, I hope you guys can just keep it to yourself lah. I would appreciate that, greatly.

And no offence to anyone, I mean it from the bottom of my heart

Teh no longer has anyone to complain to, but in the future maybe this bloggie would do

And Teh would wake up tomorrow morning feeling better too!

Teh

HOI Don't Rain Please!

The post title would seem familiar to some haha. I wrote because there's a BBQ just now

The reason why was because this morning when I drove home after breakfast with Mum, I heard the weather forecast on the radio, expecting "thunderstorm" in Miri -_-''' That of course made me worried la;

BBQ + rain = disaster -.-

And the sky was cloudy throughout the day

The BBQ was organised by CUTEC, for members only.















charcoal sun-bathing (wad're my slippers doing there o_o)

Actually it was initially planned that a few of us should be the ones doing the barbecuing. But but I'm noob in these things. In the end most of my other friends did it. For me, all I did was fan-ing, fan-ing and more fan-ing haha.






























the chicken were not bad i think

After about 2-3 hours looking and fan-ing I think I know how to start the fire di. I think only la.

Done panggang-ing, done eating, then everyone had their own time lo. There's a game session, but half of the orangs all ran away haha. It's basically having a paper attaached on your back, and everyone is free to write anything on it. In the end most of us also played la.

They said I'm probably the most hated guy because my paper's all filled with craps and trash haha. Wanted to post it here, but after giving it a second thought I decided not to -.-

Some other shots taken















the BBQ place















aiya the lovebirds left di, leaving us to take picture without them















jack yi playing frisbee















they look exactly like 3 kukus stuck on a bridge during a fire haha

And as I'm typing these here, it's raining outside haha. Big thanks to the clouds which prevented the water drops from falling down just a little later =D

That's all for now.

Teh

Emptiness

These few days in campus, look around for a boy

Who walks slowly with head facing down

One hand in his pocket

While another holding his water bottle

That will most probably be me haha

Mood seems to desert me recently

I don't know why

Maybe I lack sleep

Maybe I'm stressed out

Maybe I'm too worried, because I know where I stand in preparation towards going into the exam room to attempt three damned units' of questions

Or

Simply maybe my stubborn-ness has taken its toll..

Emptiness is exactly what I'm feeling right now

I don't know where to get my source of motivation anymore

Something that I used to have

Hmm, another interesting term to use is EMOing haha

To dear friends,

A million sorry if I spilt my EMOness on you guys..

An EMOing Teh

is easily irritable

has his number of words halved

and his "don't like it if I don't like" attitude doubled

Really, don't mind me with my fierce appearance. I'm good =D

Chill la teh, get more rest and sleep.

+ u + u + u + u

Teh

Happy 24th, Sis!

A special post tributed to my elder sister

It's her birthday today!

Honestly hmm

I only remembered when I saw the Friendster reminder message in my inbox LOL

But she's very nice to me actually

With me being a rather not-so-independant type of people, she really took care of me when both parents aren't home;

Making sure my meals are in-tact and also cook for me;

Making sure I had transport to move about (she fetched me a lot from school, tuition and and and going to other places)

I think no brothers, ever, had eaten more chocolate bought by his sister than me haha.

Really, if she goes somewhere, she'll get something for me, as well as everyone under the same roof^^

Hmm chocolates, making sure my tummy is filled; haha I know it sounds silly and childish

The fact is, I treasure it at the bottom of my heart.

So sorry if I've been an ass to you Sis! haha

Enjoy, and Happy 24th Birthday..!

Teh

Another Day

Today is 6th of May. Not a specifically special date/occasion but as I look back, wow


Time Really Flies..

Final exam is about a month away. Still long la haha.

But I know, I know, if I don't want repeat the same mistake of leaving thing all to the last minute, it's time to start doing something!

And to look ahead, busy times are coming: cars and bridges, presentations, assignments.

Testy time they will be. Fingers crossed, Teh ftw!


Whoever reading this post,








credits to kenny, forced to draw this on msn^^(it reads jia you)


Ugh, so hate it. Have to be in campus by 7.30 tomorrow T_T

Goodnight!

Teh

Bakun & SMDS

I'm more than a week late to post this. Attempted several times to start posting, but each time my brain just went blank haha.

During last week's free week, CUTEC Club (I think it stands for Curtin University of Technology Engineering Club. correct me if I'm wrong -.-) organised a trip to these two places. SMDS is located near Bintulu, and Bakun I think it's a lot further. Forgot le haha. In case you don't know, SMDS stands for Shell Middle Distillate Synthesis. The operations are basically about doing stuffs with natural gas. Yah, nothing else but natural gas.

The use of handphone and cameras are quite limited here for safety reason so I can't show you anything from the site. Only managed to get some shots in front of the main building -.-

I personally like this one haha

me and ming

After SMDS, we checked in the hotel. Ok ok de lah haha. While waiting for dinner we took some time strolling around the place near waterfront there

o.o waterfront ?


the view of the hoteli like this pathway


more greensnotice the 'milo' hiding behind the grass? =Pyong, ming and me

me, ming and yong

yong, ming and kangkang

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Next up was the visit to Bakun the next day. It's going to be 2nd highest(biggest?) dam of its kind, as explained by one the engineers. Before going there I knew that place is big. But when I got there, I was surprised to see how much bigger that place is actually haha.

the landscape of the whole dam (a drawing only)

This dam can be considered as a mega structure for its size I guess. From my inquiries, the dam is 60% done, and will start operating in 2012.

After a briefing from an engineering, we were taken up to the site using 4WD vehicles.

on the way uppplooking upppp
looking down. quite amazingly big i should sayman-made Mr.... one of the civil engineers of the Bakun project

(ugh should have taken off the safety helmet)

After the site visit, we coasted back straight to Miri. It was a rather informative trip. Had some fun as well^^ Maybe 2 days 1 night a bit too short but it's okay la.

Looking forward to more trips in the future.

Thats all for now

Teh

"I'm fine baby. How are you?"

PC FAIR IS ON IN MIRI! Go see see bah

I just went to have a look at the shops, the computers, the lappies or anything related to IT stuffs.

Kinda sad la, I go there to 'see' only, not 'hunt' -.-

I want a new computer quite badly actually, or a lappy will do. My house computer can be considered antic le haha.

The problem is

I want quality, but my house got quantity le -_-

Aspire M5640-466X caught my eyes (copy paste the model name and google it yourself haha). Never tried asking my mum though because I don't have any good reason to get a comp quite as power as that.

Nah nvmla, as long as my comp works normally good enough already. But deep down I hope that my computer condemns on its own for me to get a new one hahaha


evil teh ^^

But please, not when I need you, comp X_X


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Recently I meet a lot of people I met before

either in school

outside school

or anywhere else la

If you haven't meet them for quite some time, say 1 or 2 years, normal instincts will be for you to go to them and talk, at least a bit right ma?

I didn't oh

People who are close to me know what type of person I am

I don't talk much and I can't string words together well

honestly i feel very very awkward to be in that situation

maybe thats why I'd always decide to just not see and walk away. Recently I found that to be very rude

Like today at the stadium, aiyoh susah lah. What to talk?

So to those who fall into that category, so so very sorry. It's difficult to change ..

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I guess I have to stop here to get some shower and rest and carry on with my work le.

Tuition free week next week and Bakun and SMDS Trip coming up!

fuhh



"I'm fine baby. How are you?"



Teh

-.-

Just a junk post haha

So lazy to post anything ~_~

Goodnight everybody


Teh

The 11th Hour Boy

Went to watch "Ah Long Pte Ltd" or "老师嫁老大" just now with some friends.

Not sure how long or when it was released.

It's a comedy la and I kinda like it

Go and watch it, certainly was RM8 worth spent to me^^.

<3 Fann Wong <3 hoho

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My last post was "The Last 7 Days" and now I can talk on my last 14 days le haha.

Like normal I think

Wake up early to eat noodle with family

In campus since morning

Home only in the evening

Night time I have the computer to accompany me

When it's about time, I go to bed lo.

No-lifer, no? haha

And oh, actually the last week was tuition free week so there wasn't any class. Didn't do anything particularly special but I think it's a timely break for me. Just rushed to finish an assignment right before free week. Kinda stressful bah.

Hmm, to sum it all up, a rather uninspiring period for me..

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Like i said, i rushed to finish an assignment right before free week.

This is something not new to me, I admit that i have the element of last minute-ness and laziness rooted in me.

The latest one, we had 3 weeks to finish a tender document. It was about a week before the deadline when I noticed the submission date and I was like "Oh?"

Ever since in primary school, I'd already see some signs of this really bad habit.

I remember one particular work, it was PS (art) when we had to build an aeroplane model fixed with dynamo (the plane wont fly wan la -.-) I did it quite last minute and got horrible marks for it.

Hmm, I guess I'd never learnt from it. Because over and over again,


I let me slip myself in a loo

then flush myself down the drain


Yes, one of my lecturers was right in saying "everyone does things last minute as people needs some pressure to do things". But to me, I find that my work ethic is a bit worrying to me.

I'm playing down the significance of this because

Usually the attitude and character we have now

Is what we have in the future

And yes, people can change de. Still, I do believe that there is something in a person that will never change. Never, ever change


What if this LM&L is something in me that I can never erase from myself?


This is what that worries me most.

An engineer is not supposed to be lazy. I'm very sure that I will find a way to complete my course and I'm very sure that I will graduate.

But having a successful career does not rely only on certs


It's the ability to apply the knowledge we have to its fullest,

And, a fantastic character, that matters more.


Fuh, I need a change, i really feel i need a change in my work ethic

I will work on this, because

I want to be someone I can be proud of in the future.


Time for bed lu. Goodnight

Teh

The Past 7 Days

Now feeling so sien -.-

I'd just finished watching TV de. The first Formula One race of the 2008 season!

I think I'm a huge fan of this very fast sport, don't know since when la haha. What made me get more into this is the way Kimi Raikkonen became the champion last year.

It was just amazing; down by 20-30+ points (cant remember how many exactly) at one stage, he clawed his way up slowly, eventually winning it by 1 point. Definitely there are positives that people can learn from him =D

But watching today's race brought me straight down to earth -.-. He qualified 15th, got stuck for quite a while behind a slower car, made a few errors and sadly his car didnt let him finish the race. Sien sien sien!

It's alright Kimi! Today is just not your day.

Okla enough of the boring things haha.

I didnt really look after myself properly for the past few days.

Now I cough like a goat, and my nose flows like a river (hyperbole ahaha)

But yah, I'm not feeling very well, hopefully can get well soon lo

I think it's gonna be a busy week, and everyone will be.

So, good luck everyone!

Teh

累nya

A tiring day today

Had the first class at 10 but woke up earlier
to eat breakfast with mum and sis
because suddenly I felt like eating noodle haha

Partly maybe because of the practical thingy I had today
I tried hard to read the instructions the night before
only to realise
i understood nothing -_-'''

It is understandable for me to feel worried
10% at stake today
didnt do very well during that 3 hours
But it's okay I guess, our first time mah right?

Engineering engineering engineering
doesnt sound easy
the fact is, it's not.

I guess nothing comes easy in life
no matter what you're taking
and you're reading what i am saying
work hard^^

Wanted to go swim with YT de just now
But really no energy le
Good thing also
B'cos it rained and he couldnt go also haha

I don't know if I'm emotionally or physically more drained now
But I'll be fine I'm sure

Stopping here lo.


Teh

I Got Tagged?

Seven things you plan to do before you die:

1. Drive an F1 car.
2. Learn to play violin?
3. Probably visit as many places on Earth as possible.
4. Do some real charity. Real charity
5. Maybe work with a Formula 1 Team.
6. Invent something?
7. Build a great family^^


Seven things you can do:

1. Glue eyes on PC whole day.
2. Make the amazingly loud 'takkkkk' sound with my tongue.
3. Turn on bed for three hours before sleeping.
4. I can make you happy, I can make you sad, I can make you laugh and I can make you cry.
5. Oh ya, Maple-ing whole day!
6. Cook great maggi^^, as well as overcooking -_-'''
7. I can give you a full page list if you ask 'things you can't do' instead.


Seven most repeated phrases or words:

1. ... oh
2. kuku (my meaning is idiot, nothing else -.-)
3. ... ah
4. eh?
5. apu
6. ngaidi
7. If in campus, "no class ah?" LOL


Seven physical traits you look for the opposite sex:

1. Nice
2. in
3. my
4. eyes
5. can
6. le
7. ^^


Three names you go by:

1. Teh (most people)
2. ah boy (mum -.-)
3. ah chuong (relatives)


Three things you like about yourself:

1. Straight hair *grin at ccz*
2. I don't usually shout at people.
3. Think more than i talk? =)


Three things you don't like about yourself:

1. My problematic skin =(
2. I don't talk much.
3. I just won't gain weight.


Three things that scares me:

1. Driving.
2. When I can't see.
3. Water, phobia lo.


Three drinks I like:

1. Teh C
2. Teh C peng
3. Mixed fruit juice


Three of your daily essentials:

1. Computer
2. Sleep
3. H..


Three things that you are wearing now:

1. Short pants
2. T-shirt
3. Spec


Three of my favourite movies:

1. Cars
2. Mission Impossible 3? Not sure which leh
3. - none entering my brain at the moment -


Two truths and a lie:

1. I can cry^^.
2. I think Jennifer Morrison is the prettiest person I've seen. (The female doctor in House ^^)
3. I did a lot of things people never noticed^^


Three things about the opposite sex that appeals you:

One is enough : being different.


Three careers that you are considering, or have considered:

1. Engineer
2. Athlete (not even close, lol)
3. Racer (ya right, become backmarkers can la haha)


3 Three people you would like to tag:

1. Ru Fei Jie Jie!
2. Ming!
3. Can i re-Tag ccz?

Teh

The Year Before 2008

Wow it’s been half a year since I last posted (first posted -.-) something.

One would wonder wad can be done in 3 months. Some go for vacation, some find a job to keep themselves occupied. Those are useful things where you can get new experience.

How about me?
The first few things in sequence that I do every morning :
On computer
On msn
Wash up then breakfast
Chat/ gaming
-_-‘’’

Every day just come and go away like that. MSN I can on whole day without chatting, but still I on it. I want to play many sports, but there isn’t anyone to go with. People asked me why have I never looked for a part time work rather than staying at home everyday. I tell you, when your mind isn’t set to do something, you won’t feel like doing it. Not because that I’m not ‘willing to be separated from my computer’ like what my mum said. -.-

Anyway, it’s new year! 2007 has gone and 2008 is here. And I can’t stop noticing 2008 has 366 days. haha

The time now is 10.03pm 5/1/2008. 5/366 days have passed already. Fast moh? To me the countdown felt just like yesterday. Just showing you guys how fast time seem to fly now. Haha

Here, I’m writing my review from 2007; a rather challenging year for me. But I also had some pretty good time as well.

2oo7

1/4
It’s January, and SPM was a month earlier. So, it’s full time gaming -.- I can’t remember much from here because basically I was with Maple from morning till night.

That time I was still uncertain about where I’m going actually. Waiting for scholarship, but it never came. So going to Curtin was a quite last minute decision then suddenly the NS thingy pop up. I completely forgot about it, and the 2nd batch timing is rather bad with Curtin’s intake. It was a hectic few days settling all those stuffs but eventually I deferred NS, and eventually I’m exempted from it^^. Well, nothing to be regretted really =)

Somewhere in February, I finally reached wad I was aiming for in Maple : Lvl 70. haha

2/4

Here i'll start from the Orientation Week. I should say this is an important week where I get to know the uni, get to know where to go if hungry, get to know important toilet locations, get to be injected with the fear of the threat if you plagiarise, get to know some new friends (though amazingly I can’t remember seeing any of my classmate during that one week) and many things la. I got into the lamest, coldest group, “The Beat Nix ”. Not sure about the spelling but the meaning is fitting haha. I don’t mind that, but that annoying smoking girl in my group, I mind -.- ugh.

Anyway, I'm very happy in that one week, you know. Probably the happiest one in 2007 =)

Then I started going to class and do carpooling wif Sing Ong. He's a great guy, a great fren, a great son. Holy also haha. And I get to know him as a very determined and bright, intelligent person. It's great to know him ^^.

Other significant happening was the passing of my grandpa. He was 86. A sad time really, and it was made even worse by the coincidence with many assignments. I guess i just managed to drag myself over that period.

Can't remember wad month le now. It wasn't a very long semester and suddenly there came the final exam -.-. My preparation was awful I think. Partly because of too many last minute work and mostly just totally "no heart" to study. Then my famous last minute study came to action again haha.

3/4

There comes the month long holiday. The one I was waiting for just to achieve this:

Lvl 100 haha. Idiot me. Another month wasted -_-'''

This one month is similar to the ones im having now ( the boot comp, log in msn sequence). As the time is around mid year, I did find time to meet up with old buddies from sec school, sharing stories and all those stuffs. And i realised how much more stories they have compared to me. I have no problem with that; it's their life and i have my own life. But still, there's envy from me towards them for having a more 'kick-up life'. haha

The result came out and as expected it wasn't very satisfying. Serve me right ~.~

As in Maple, I ended the one month break Lvl 102 ( lame i know -.- ahaha)

4/4

Probably the longest one here. From wad I saw, Sing Ong and me (we are virtually one, because go everywhere also together -.- and fyi me and him have no complicated relationship) with the rest of the class are not really that close. Not to say not really that close la haiya I also duno how to say.

But things really started clicking in Sem 2 where classmates become closer. We hang out more we talk more we crap more we laugh more. And we do last minute work together more (lol -_-).

These are some pictures of them ( with me as well) :

Abhi, Hsiang, Khaliq (Bubu), Dhiren (Dhibu), Marco, Kelvin

Kam Cheng, Ah Ming <3,>

Me, Sing Ong, Kelvin

I wish I'd taken more pictures, but i din so sorry if u missed luuuuuu feiiii jieee jieeeeee, angnes jie jie, jenny jie jie, the ghey billy ( in Maple he plays girl character, memang ghey f3), 'class representative' MengPore( equvalent to ketua kelas in schools), our 'brilliant' physic lecturer(=P) and many more. I'll learn to take more pictures next time.

Moving on now, and I've completely lost track of the timeline. Whichever came first don care la.

Another sad thing that happened was : I've had my first time.

First time : Car accident.

The only reason why I'm driving like I've just gotten the P license the week before was because of the accident. I don wanna go to much in detail about it. Just imagine when you are so close to kill someone. But I swore, I swore that i really didnt see the motorcycle coming. Pointless to say anyway, happened liaw. That few days were really really hard for me. I only told a few people, namingly 2 person that i trusted because if people come to me and ask about it, i don't know how to answer. Keeping my mouth totally shut wont help too so at least there're ppl i can talk to. The dark memory will remain in my head for a while. Hopefully it can go away sooner rather than later.

Take a deep breath and clear your heads from that.

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Ready to continue?

haha. On a brighter side, I stayed overnight at the campus for the first time, for a camp. PreU camp they call it.

Student Saviour

And again I was kuku enough to take only this picture from the short camp. It's a nice, interesting and useful camp to me. ( I didnt fall asleep during talks). Like i said in my friendster profile ( this 'robot' is there too) it was a short, but meaningful camp =)

Clock continues to tick and soon assignments, presentations and projects and everything were done.

Bubu always look innocent in pictures. Why? lol

This one was after Chem Project Presentation.

Last VB Lecture

I wish i still have the one before i scribbled on it. Haih -.-

Then it's the Final Exam. Then the result was released (I see in tears T_T). Then the 3 months holiday started.

Then here I am. Halfway through the break.

To conclude the year, I guess it has the ups and downs, the joy and pain, and all the satisfactions and disappointments, though the (-) ones outweighs the (+) ones. Now 2007 is just a memory, but the setbacks can be taken as a lesson. And for the things I've worked hard upon all along, I'll continue striving.

Bring on 2008!

Teh