Holiday Blues

So lazy to blog!

Yeah again another emo post

Okla I'll try not to haha

Anyway it has been 2 weeks since the greatest exam I'd ever have ..

Okay lets not go into detail lolx

And also just back from a short trip to the Peninsula!

Last Tuesday I flew to KL

From there went to some other places also

Miri -> KL -> Penang -> KL -> Malacca - > KL -> Miri

My comment .. hmm

Nothing to shout about haha

For two reasons it feels like it was an 'incomplete' vacation

One for the lack of freedom as it was a family outing

Need more room to spread my wings !

And also I didn't really accomplish my mission of finding a pair of new sneakers

I thought there will more choices there but maybe ..

I didn't try hard enough to find

Ugh for all the money I saved just to get them roar!

But still a family trip is a family trip!

Spending time with family of course has its value hehe.

Anyway

I find Penang is kinda a good place

I don't find too many places to visit over there

Food wise though it's a really great place!

Suits the type of person like me

Who lives to eat rather than eat to live ahaha

Quite a lot things to eat there la and 2 days are not enough to try them all

Kinda feel 'sakai' there as the last time I set my foot there was 10 years ago

This time around we'd have relatives bringing us around so it is easier hehe

I spend about half a day in Malacca

My brother who lives in KL rented a car and drove us down there

Can't remember anything from there

Because I was 'carsick-ed' -_-''

Kinda irritating la

Just an hour or two in a plane or car

Or maybe half an hour on twisty roads

Will send me into headache like there is no tomorrow

Maybe due to lack of travelling

On KL

Too 'sesak' for me lolx

All I will say is

I LOVE MIRI ahhaha

Wow I typed a lot for my standard

Enjoy your holidays people!

p/s : I need a change

Teh

Free Week!

First thing to say here is ..

Happy birthday Billy! (don't think he will read it here though)

And yeah it's free week!

2 weeks of not-so-deserved break

Considering how lazy I have always been ^^

Still I welcome any no-class with open arms lolx

As usual nothing much to update

Right before the break started we had this Curtin Open Day

And I couldn't believe that I had not taken a single photo -_-

I guess it was only so so

Quite okay but waking up at 5 and starting work at 6 something wasn't that fun!

I only had 2 books of coupon yet so difficult to decide what to be spent on

Mixed emotion at the end of the day

Because basically we had nothing to sell by noon

Never expect to sell so well can!

And it rained like mad just when we're just about to leave

So everyone got wet haha ( especially KangKang, I saw him soaked from head to toe and I was ignored when I called him sad)

To conclude : A tiring, tiring day!

About a week of holiday to go

Still lurking behind fluid exam and graphic assignment

Gotta start working on them!

Lately I've been thinking
My enthusiasm towards building my own career
is as thin as paper
Not what I want?
Or simply just over-zealous degree of procrastinating?

Teh

To Afiq

Officially started reading the book! :)







Teh

Adios 2008, it's 2009 dattebayo!

My first post of the year!

Just quoting one of my buddies' PM in MSN

Who said that 'time travels faster than the speed of light'

Slightly exaggerated but I just couldn't agree more!

In truth time really hush-by and gone

Leaving hardly any chance to cherish and appreciate them

And sometimes

It feels like having 24 hours a day is not enough.


2008 huh?

I would say it was a breakthrough year for me

In the sense of self-realization

Of just how
much of a hypocrite I was sometimes
how I learnt not to care about things I usually weigh so much
how my interest shifted from Night Lord to Sniper and Troll HAHA
how unsociable I'd become
Or put it simply as just how much I've changed

Bllw

In relation to my Foundation Year

I thought I'd done more things too

Like playing more sports

Deeper involvement in club activities

Urhm and also Rexbox (don't laugh can -.-)

Plus spending more time than ever with buddies that won't be here for at least 4 months a year


Looking back again

There were mixed moments

Where there were few happy ones
Some angry ones where I wished I had Sharingan
Giving endless pain to those who triggered them
Some frustating ones too, in the form stress which is a common associate with assignment
As well as watching Kimi having bad races throughout the year
And also many a disappointing occasion.


To cap this off

I'll say it's just another year

None happening that stands out more than other

Let's us all hope 2009 will be better than the previous


Ohya

About my new year's resolution

For me it'll be looking after myself more

Have been really fragile recently

Falling sick so often

And how ironic it was to predict yesterday that I'll feel unwell today

To have a totally sleepless night, high fever and body aching all over

Sien daoo

Take care guys!

Happy 2009!

Teh

I am a Mirian!

Specially to those Non-Mirians haha

From my rough estimation phase 2 is about 50-60% completed. Lazy to get nearer to the site to get better pictures. Still decent enough to show you Non-Mirians ba.

Note that I stress on the word Non-Mirians

Maybe I'm a bit hometown-ist :)

Cheers!

Teh

Me & Ferrari of 2008 - Continued

Massa did everything he could. He led the race from start to finish, and Kimi backed him up to finish between him and Lewis. Still it wasn't enough. Sigh, if only the Toyota held on for another lap in front of the Mclaren. Just one more lap.

Nevertheless good try Massa! But I guess it'll be difficult for you next year. Cos Kimi is going to win the championship wahahah.

I've said before that even effort sometimes yields you nothing. But it is always worth trying, like what Massa did (:

Walao I'm turning into a racing enthusiast @_@

Okla back to work. Good luck everybody!

AZA AZA

Teh

Me & Ferrari of 2008

As I was bathing just now, it just come to thought that I have some simillarities with the Ferrari F1 team of 2008.

Ferrari had been unpredictable this year, sometimes very good while every other time disappointing. Sometimes I am hardworking when the mood is there. But most of the time you'll never find a lazier person than me.

Two times already it happened this year that a Ferrari left the pit with the refueling rig still attached on the car, which ruined the race (and hurting the pit crew) for them. Costly, costly error. I always have the butter fingers, careless mistakes in quizzes and exams. Frustating!

The trend this is that Ferrari struggled in qualifying, leaving them to start the race from behind the grid. So it's playing catch up all the way. In the climax of the weekend, which is the race itself, the Ferrari's take too long to get up to speed. When they do, they are already just too far behind to catch up. That's the main reason Kimi lost his championship. I can't concentrate when it's too early in advance to the exam. I tried but never manage to. When exam gets near and I realise that I'm in trouble, then I start to pressure myself -.-

Kimi's teammate Massa is now trailing 7 points to Lewis. He still has a chance to be the world champion. But he only has the final race of the season in Brazil to take 7 points off the zzz McLaren. Difficult task but still the chance is there. Final exam nearing, and many things to catch up. But I still have 2 weeks!

2 weeks to go!

Teh

Shoooooo tired

Will write this post out later -.-

Off to bed~

Teh

*Edit

What a week la. SO many things to do but so little time -.-

ES Lab Report
Maths Online Quiz
Programming Online Quiz
Weekly Summary
Problem 2 ( Essay)
Team Meeting Minutes
Maths Workshop = Maths Quiz

Those where the things due by Friday , and worst, there was ES exam on Saturday. Don't know why everything chooses to come this week -.-

I would count myself unlucky for that paper. Sometimes even effort yield you nothing, but I really did everything possible with such limited time. Still, very disappointing la. Haiya don't wanna say liaw

And Kimi hasn't won a race for quite some times now, partly ill luck and driving error. Frustating even to me -.- Nvm, as long as it is still mathematically possible, don't give up the championship!

Ending here

Teh

Beginning of a New Sem

Random pic, at Hawaii Beach in Miri?

Just a quick post here.

Wuwuwu first week of the sem had gone by le!

As the semester commences, the one talking point concerned is our timetable.

In general all I would say is any EFY student would not like the timetable -.-

Really no fun to have classes from 8am to 7pm ugh

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Hmm

Honestly speaking I'm still not mentally prepared for this new sem haha

Still having the holiday blues

And never really arranged nor readied everything like I always do

Havent even washed my bag LOL

Wake up Teh!

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New sem's resolution?

To do better lo haha

It's the same everytime

To voice out, and to strut your stuff

Is two different things

Now looking ahead to a few years ahead,

And looking at people around me

Seems like there's sort of motivation

But of course, no-where near as strong as another motivation

Let's hope it'll get better.

Busy days started le, so guys work hard ya!

And and my poor tehteh89.blogspot.com readers are getting less and less haha.

It's not hard to understand why (:

Will try my best to post more interesting stuffs.

Tata goodnight all.

Sighing Teh

Trojan Trojan Trojan

Hey guys!

MIA for some time again haha.

Last week, I fell quite sick. Nothing serious bah. Not much has been going on lately that getting ill is something very significant to me haha.

It was kinda strange as the fever comes on and off. It got bad sometimes that my limbs felt really heavy to the extent that all I can only lie in my living room for a morning or afternoon.

And also this niggling headaches, hate it ugh. But then when I started to sweat then I felt okay again, as healthy as a rabbit haha.

And yeah, my computer got this trojan horse

Wanna hear the story?

Haha it's just an old, same way of contracting it bah : Downloads.

I have had great plan de actually after exam , in erhem, maple it is haha. Sometime in the future I will reveal that plan. I'm sure I will

But the game lagged like @#$%^&* and it was impossible to play, and soon I began watching Youtube more than ever before -.-

Sien-sation rapidly crept in and it really gets tooooo sickeningy boring. Slow internet didn't help too.
In desperation I tried looking for alternative games. One came to my mind : FIFA 2008

I began asking friends around if anyone happened to have the game, but no one has it.

So I asked Billy ( he's all about IT stuffs^^) if there is anyway to download this type of game. He didn't disappoint me and gave me a site to search for link to download. Later I would find that my carelessness would be the one disappointing me LOL. All ur fault la Billy T_T

It took 4 bloody days to finish download the game. 4 days! With an average speed of 17kb/s. Crazy la. First time in my life that I left my computer on overnight for download. After that still went through quite a trouble searching for the crack.

But soon all the troubles seem to be paying off. The game was great, being my sole entertainer when internet was unusable. It worked out pretty well for one or two days.

A few days later,my sister complained to me that the computer hanged while she was using it the night before. I boot the comp and yeah,

Trojan Horse pop ups -.-

I panicked a bit because my dad's flight is due to arrive that afternoon ; he will be the one giving me the lectures -_-'' so for the next few days I stick myself with the comp to avoid my dad from using and discovering it haha. So to some of you, now can understand why I was reluctant to go out that time? Silly right? I find myself really silly sometimes.

Then after my dad went off again, I got sick as I mentioned ealier on.

Being an absolute kuku in computer stuff, I don't know how to fix the problem. I told my brother about the Trojan.

Me : eh
Me : comp kena trojan
Me : <_<
Bro : good
Bro : wad u dl?

-.-

The only solution here is reformatting lo, because Windows' files are the ones infected. And I seriously I don't wanna surrender to let the computer shop people fix it. The service charge is a bit steep to me, considering the amount of work.

And also this is great chance for me to step out of my shell to learn ^^

So I invited my friend Sing Ong to come over my place to help me. They (VC came along also) taught me the steps. The first 2 tries failed, most probably because of the ServicePack3 XP CD de problem. Then after they went back I tried myself using ServicePack2 version and guess what? It worked ahaahhahahahahahahah

Pro Teh^^

It really wasn't hard. Just require a bit of time. I would recommend to you guys to learn to do it yourself. If your computer always kena virus, it's gonna save you a lot of money in the long run haha. Still, I'm quite sure many knows how to do it la.

But then my computer is a bit strange. Just minor problems but it works alright. Wahaha I'm very contented I tell you^^.

I appreciate your time if you really read all the way here. May be a bit boring to some haha.

Till later.

Sigh.

Teh

"Never before I have ever doubted myself so much.."

I'm finding more and more that blogging is just not my thing. Everytime I planned to post something, I will always got stuck somewhere, ending up to click the X on the right top corner of the screen haha.

And I always seem to only update my blog whenever my mood isn't that good. Not all the time, but most of it. So, here we go. haha


Kungfu Panda

I watched it the night after my exam finished. It's a good one I think, very funny and the characters are all very cute. I noticed a few others had entries about this movie so I think I won't go too much into detail. I'm still left wondering though, why the village only has pigs as citizens, and why the panda, a mammal, has a bird daddy(or wadever it was, creature with wings) ? -.-

Incredible Hulk 2

I like this one! I'm not one who's tooo into action movies but this one is nice la. Worth watching (:

Stomp The Yard
(TBP soon -.-)
It was out quite some time ago, in fact I think it was about a year ago? haha. Friends told me it's a good movie, but I'm only halfway watching it(via youtube.com ^^), thanks to the brilliant job STREAMYX is doing. Not planning to finish it also, because until now I still don't quite understand the story haha. Sad thing that Chris Brown died in the early part ._.

Bad internet :
What else can I say? I'm sure complaints come from all 13 states in Malaysia (13 or 14 states? o.o) I don't expect a 1mb/s download rate from Streamyx. Limited bandwidth I can understand. But being horribly unstable and unpredictable? Whoever responsible for the internet connection wouldn't be short of complaints. Complaints were made. But any improvement? I have no idea if they have done anything. Or maybe they tried, but failed. Only they know. This sums up the first few days of my dreadful holiday, even snail can move faster I think -__-

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And yah, I finally managed to meet a few of my friends who are back for their holidays. Delighted to see old friends. Not much changes also haha.

I think I'll stop here for now. Enjoy la you people (:

Doubts, doubts.

Sigh.

Sigh.

Teh

Post-Examination Period

random picture taken at campus

Exam finished diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii haha. Degree students' exam is coming to an end this week, and I think geology first years are having their last paper today. Actually it ended last wednesday for me but my laziness + my connection prevented me from posting anything.

The last few weeks were probably the stress-est time I'd ever gone through. Pretty much being a no-lifer la haha. Sometimes I sat down with the notes and books non-stop from morning till night, with only meal-times or toilet breaks in between. I even slept with books, to foster a better relationship with them so that information would enter my head easier LOL. Lame I know -.-

But nothing to be proud of actually, because it was mostly doing catch-up work. I found that even working hard for the last two weeks would not be enough. Or less than two weeks la, all those stupid assignments -.- This kind of effort won't work anymore larh, at this level.

And also I know this time whatever I'm getting, I've tried!

Yah, I must say I'm happy that exam is over. To hell with those stresses -_- Now I have approximately another 5 weeks of break. I find it a bit too long for me la. 5 weeks is just enough to let us rot and have our brain rusted if there isn't anything to do.

And friends I'm with throughout the semester are mostly not Mirian, and they are going back to their hometown soon. Not saying that I have no Mirian friend here but those outstation people are the ones I do a lot of things together; lunch, studying and all those things la. So, yah, their absence would be felt a bit.

Aite let's move to the brighter side of life haha. I haven't really decide on what to do during this holiday. Definitely will find time to go out with my long lost buddies. Was being really too busy to find time to find you people. So very sorry guys! Anyone of you coming back or having a break as well and happened to be reading this, meet up bah :)

Regardless of what I'm going to do I will try to enjoy this holiday. You guys should too!

Happy Holiday!

Teh

Where Do I Stand?

Bloody bloody bloody bloody connection ugh.

Teh went MIA for about a week

MIA for missing in action

Because his house's streamyx fell sick

Haha nolah just something went wrong with the setting

And I couldn't get the setting right

Hmm after a week

I should ask myself where I am now

In preparation for the final exam

My progress of catching up was, indeed very slow

've got to admit I'm trailing wayyy behind

Just to put it simply but mildly

I'm just horribly lost

Many things I couldn't understand

Understanding a line would take me hours

Many things to memorize

Ugh memorizing is just not my thing

Ask me about my dad's or brother's number, or most people's birthdate

Without reference I can only tell you I can't remember haha

Fuh.. take a deep breath

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Not many days left

Now it's a little more than a week

Not to the start of the exam

But to the end la haha

When I can feel the relief

And the satisfaction of finally ending those dreadful days of exam stress

Just stay focused for another week!

Another week!

Teh

Runnin' Out of Timeee

Phew

I guess it's a busy period for everybody

Over the past few days there're things I wanted to post

The bridge testing

My utmost joy at Man Utd's victory in the Champions League Final last Thursday

The pausing of my heartbeat when I read something I should have read earlier

My agony at watching Kimi's race yesterday -.-

But looking at the amount of time I use to finish a post

I decided not to ~_~

kukuteh's still noob, need long time to post something

You orangs should work hard

There is one kata-kata hikmat haha

Which says 'No pain, no gain'

"AZA..!"

Teh

Bad Day

Note that I'm not pointing specifically at anyone with my post

What a F day

F not for any kind of vulgarity

But it's F for Frustating

A Frustating Day

Hmm I guess I kept this to myself for very long time di

Over and over again

My patience got tested

Since day 1,

All our effort

All our headaches,

All the time we spent to come out with a design,

All the troubles we'd gone through calculating all the trash we believed would never be accurate,

All the paperworks,

Has all gone to waste

A blueprint from us was there, but never it was followed

Permission for variation was never sought

"It's too difficult to make", "It's not strong enough"

Not strong enough? Only they know whether they have tested. I don't know

Alright, fine. Come up with a different one then

Came the submission date, and it was rejected for overweighing

Decision was to redesign, and rebuild

During discussion

Whatever I said

Whatever I proposed

They just won't listen

That's not the whole reason

Rejections came without better idea from the opposite direction

I don't know how to explain la,

Put yourself in my shoes just now then you might understand how exactly I felt

Then we decided to have it like that

But before going home, they tried to convince that that won't work

We insisted to have it that way

I guess in desperation they admitted that Final Exam is near, so.. need not for me to continue

What do we have to say?

Upon hearing that, I just walked away from there

I guess they made a good point, Final Exam is near

Busy wor

But I think we deserve to have a bit more respect also

I saw nothing we planned was ever carried out

Not allowing any room for any creativity

Might as well leave everything to them to do lah

I can't be too selfish also, it's not like I've helped them in the construction

I'm very tired with all these already

Just let it pass la don't care le

To come to think of it again, I don't find any reason for me to be so frus also lah haha. But, still sigh.

Those who came to read these, I hope you guys can just keep it to yourself lah. I would appreciate that, greatly.

And no offence to anyone, I mean it from the bottom of my heart

Teh no longer has anyone to complain to, but in the future maybe this bloggie would do

And Teh would wake up tomorrow morning feeling better too!

Teh

Emptiness

These few days in campus, look around for a boy

Who walks slowly with head facing down

One hand in his pocket

While another holding his water bottle

That will most probably be me haha

Mood seems to desert me recently

I don't know why

Maybe I lack sleep

Maybe I'm stressed out

Maybe I'm too worried, because I know where I stand in preparation towards going into the exam room to attempt three damned units' of questions

Or

Simply maybe my stubborn-ness has taken its toll..

Emptiness is exactly what I'm feeling right now

I don't know where to get my source of motivation anymore

Something that I used to have

Hmm, another interesting term to use is EMOing haha

To dear friends,

A million sorry if I spilt my EMOness on you guys..

An EMOing Teh

is easily irritable

has his number of words halved

and his "don't like it if I don't like" attitude doubled

Really, don't mind me with my fierce appearance. I'm good =D

Chill la teh, get more rest and sleep.

+ u + u + u + u

Teh

Another Day

Today is 6th of May. Not a specifically special date/occasion but as I look back, wow


Time Really Flies..

Final exam is about a month away. Still long la haha.

But I know, I know, if I don't want repeat the same mistake of leaving thing all to the last minute, it's time to start doing something!

And to look ahead, busy times are coming: cars and bridges, presentations, assignments.

Testy time they will be. Fingers crossed, Teh ftw!


Whoever reading this post,








credits to kenny, forced to draw this on msn^^(it reads jia you)


Ugh, so hate it. Have to be in campus by 7.30 tomorrow T_T

Goodnight!

Teh

"I'm fine baby. How are you?"

PC FAIR IS ON IN MIRI! Go see see bah

I just went to have a look at the shops, the computers, the lappies or anything related to IT stuffs.

Kinda sad la, I go there to 'see' only, not 'hunt' -.-

I want a new computer quite badly actually, or a lappy will do. My house computer can be considered antic le haha.

The problem is

I want quality, but my house got quantity le -_-

Aspire M5640-466X caught my eyes (copy paste the model name and google it yourself haha). Never tried asking my mum though because I don't have any good reason to get a comp quite as power as that.

Nah nvmla, as long as my comp works normally good enough already. But deep down I hope that my computer condemns on its own for me to get a new one hahaha


evil teh ^^

But please, not when I need you, comp X_X


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Recently I meet a lot of people I met before

either in school

outside school

or anywhere else la

If you haven't meet them for quite some time, say 1 or 2 years, normal instincts will be for you to go to them and talk, at least a bit right ma?

I didn't oh

People who are close to me know what type of person I am

I don't talk much and I can't string words together well

honestly i feel very very awkward to be in that situation

maybe thats why I'd always decide to just not see and walk away. Recently I found that to be very rude

Like today at the stadium, aiyoh susah lah. What to talk?

So to those who fall into that category, so so very sorry. It's difficult to change ..

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I guess I have to stop here to get some shower and rest and carry on with my work le.

Tuition free week next week and Bakun and SMDS Trip coming up!

fuhh



"I'm fine baby. How are you?"



Teh

The Past 7 Days

Now feeling so sien -.-

I'd just finished watching TV de. The first Formula One race of the 2008 season!

I think I'm a huge fan of this very fast sport, don't know since when la haha. What made me get more into this is the way Kimi Raikkonen became the champion last year.

It was just amazing; down by 20-30+ points (cant remember how many exactly) at one stage, he clawed his way up slowly, eventually winning it by 1 point. Definitely there are positives that people can learn from him =D

But watching today's race brought me straight down to earth -.-. He qualified 15th, got stuck for quite a while behind a slower car, made a few errors and sadly his car didnt let him finish the race. Sien sien sien!

It's alright Kimi! Today is just not your day.

Okla enough of the boring things haha.

I didnt really look after myself properly for the past few days.

Now I cough like a goat, and my nose flows like a river (hyperbole ahaha)

But yah, I'm not feeling very well, hopefully can get well soon lo

I think it's gonna be a busy week, and everyone will be.

So, good luck everyone!

Teh

累nya

A tiring day today

Had the first class at 10 but woke up earlier
to eat breakfast with mum and sis
because suddenly I felt like eating noodle haha

Partly maybe because of the practical thingy I had today
I tried hard to read the instructions the night before
only to realise
i understood nothing -_-'''

It is understandable for me to feel worried
10% at stake today
didnt do very well during that 3 hours
But it's okay I guess, our first time mah right?

Engineering engineering engineering
doesnt sound easy
the fact is, it's not.

I guess nothing comes easy in life
no matter what you're taking
and you're reading what i am saying
work hard^^

Wanted to go swim with YT de just now
But really no energy le
Good thing also
B'cos it rained and he couldnt go also haha

I don't know if I'm emotionally or physically more drained now
But I'll be fine I'm sure

Stopping here lo.


Teh