Talk to me

Three more days

I'll be leaving with a very heavy heart

Will you really be okay here?

Truth?

Just washed the bathroom and washroom, both girl's and boy's

How reluctant I was

But I didn't realize that my flat got the lottery of getting a surprise inspection

Probably those HA noticed how dirty my flat have become

And my one poor housemate had already cleaned more than half the flat

So have to help out, even if it means cleaning mess I don't make

Can't believe that the girl's ones were more disgusting than boy's LOL

Thats mean, but thats the truth

Truth truth truth

Sometimes you've seen the truth

But you try to change it

By persevering

And not regretting !

It's 1.39 am

Can't sleep yet though

Have to wait for my hair to dry

Else it'll turn out horrible in the morning

Like you told me

:)

Teh

If you think this is the best for you

What can I do?

My Stories of Fs

I've thinking about posting stuffs lately
Lets just cramp them up in one

Now let's talk about a Friend
It was quite some time ago
Who in a group video conversation
Spoke a line of words that pissed me so much
I couldn't assure of not hurting him if he's near me then
Should know what type of person I am
There are things about me I don't want to talk about
That's the least I would expect from people around me to understand

Not the first time already
He has the unparalleled ability of provoking me
I don't know about others
Maybe it's just me
Maybe

Why does it have to be like this?
I respect him as a person
One smart guy who actually thinks
But sometimes I just don't understand him
So
He has become the first person I knew
that I never want to meet again
Oh man I can't believe I'm even writing about him

My next story
It's on Failure
One moment of 2 hours madness
And I failed TEP
How long has this been?
It's still haunting me

Everyone agreed that it was one crazy paper
But me being the only one
At least among people that I know
That didn't go through this one
It's me who did terribly bad

Supposedly it was one I had most confidence in
Getting stuck in the moment when your brain just couldn't function
How helpless

People can say anything encouraging to me
But this one hit me pretty hard
As one friend told me
This will change a lot of thing
Future prospect and career
Every morning I wake up there's always something
Some sort of a void fillin up this atmosphere

Remember that night?
How helpless to be the needed to be comforted
I was the only supposed to be comforting :(
How pathetic

Well I've got this off my chest
Should stop writing now
And there's another 2+ months left.
In this two months
is there anything can we do about this?

Teh

Trying out tumblr

http://tehteh89.tumblr.com/

Everyone changes

even me

but there must be something

the root in everything

that doesn't

And why is this change

happen so quickly?

When I'm ahead of you

you need not follow me

I'm just clearing the path for you

When I'm behind you

I'm watching your back

Nothing's gonna harm you

And I've always wanted to walk beside you

Because I've always loved you.

-

What am I gonna do ..

:(

April

Wowow

It's mid April already

2 months here

And haven't really conquer Perth yet ;(

Well my bad sense of direction hardly help me in travelling

Perhaps needs more time to familiarise wit the bus, roads etc

A day out during free week

And ya

It's now autumn !

The leaves are slowly turning brown

And rainin' pretty much everyday

Some days it's pretty cold

Like Monday

Goodness know why I wore shorts to campus -_-

The wind really murdered me that day hahaha

Oddly though it's pretty sunny today

Good thing because can dry some things up

Some say when the weather stops fluctuating

Then it's winter !

Now I guess everybody's gonna be busy wit assignments and exams

Days and nights

$1 donuts + weird Milo for supper :)

All work

Starting to really find my course boring ~_~

From F=ma to G00s and G01s only

And wit peers from other disciplines

Having to build robotic stuff, beam competition and drawing practices

How can I not envy????????????

Ok this rant doesn't bode well wit me for my future

Gotta learn to 'enjoy' Mechanical Engineering ~

Teh

Aza aza

Week 5 and Beyond

The real Pain starts now !

Aza aza !

Teh

Always thinking ..

Motivation

What truly motivates you?

Teh

True North

It's an event organised by Samson's church

True North that is

It's something like Amazing Race going around Perth

But I hardly had it like a race haha

People run but we walk

Getting old already ~_~

Well the path was

Lighthouse -> IKEA -> Mathilda Bay -> KingsPark -> Fremantle -> Murdoch Uni -> Curtin -> Lighthouse

Not much photos taken

It's a race wad where got time haha

Apple lime chilli kiwi and durian eat them and get the seeds

Murdoch

Little China Garden in Murdoch

Hmm overall

The race not bad la

Maybe a little too much travelling and not so much hands-on activity

And another week of not having classes !

Hmmm

Teh

Decisions

When it comes to decision making

I guess I'm the worst at it

Especially when it's getting tense

Or in a hurry

Does everyone

Always make mistake at the first try?

That's my case

So skydiving isn't a thing for me ~

Teh

Beach

Just had a 25 minutes conversation wit mum on the phone

Heard some funny stuffs haha

Anyway I went to this Hillary's Boat Harbour

Don't ask me the whereabout I sure don't know haha

Probably somewhere veryyy west

It was rather boring for me

Perhaps as boring as it is for this fish right now

Should have gone to city instead =(

This place's quite big

Offers different thing to do

Like us we went to the underwater world ( not sure about the official title )

There are some other things similar to theme park also

After that my housemate and his friends went to soak themselves up in the water

Not my stuff

A bit phobia towards water

The sea lagi the waves are intimidating

And I can't swim -.-

So you can see why I am scared haha

Only dared to walk along the seashore

Letting the waves slap slap slap my foot

After that basically I did nothing else

Only sat there for like 2 hours

The view I had then was exactly this

But at least the breeze was really nice

Ok gotta start on my lab report edi -.-

Now Saturday is the day I will always look forward to ..

Teh

Friday Morning Blues

Man I skipped class for the first time here hehe =P

A bit lazy to go

I feel that it's better to spend time preparing for my lab

Gonna prove myself !

Btw I found my dear water bottle I thought I lost

Turned out that I actually left it in my class haha

Ok back to work

And happy birthday Sharon !

Beach this weekend !

Teh

Saturday

It was a wonderful Saturday

Went to city with a bunch of lively people

With them around it's always nice haha

More $$$ flew away

Bought myself a spike

Quite heartbroken after paying for it =(

Really spent a lot during the past few week

You see every dollar spend

My mind will automatically multiply it 3 haha

But much better than when I first came here

At least now I can eat peacefully

After today I would strongly consider to do a shift of two weekly

Soon after reaching at night I had Adrian and Rashid coming over for a drink

FIFAed and Simpsoned

Haha we're just bored

But had fun crappin and talking nonetheless

Oh how time flies

A month here already

Now I am still monitoring and planning my daily needs

Like how many days to get groceries

How much you have to buy each time

How long those gonna last

Bring out the auntie side of me more and more

And oh I'm going solo now

So it's going to be tougher for me

But it's for the better I suppose

After certain time I'll definitely grow tired of this but will get used to it wit time

I hope

Perhaps maybe one of my experience here worth sharing

I still find it difficult to communicate wit people here

It's either they don't understand what I am saying or they pretend they don't know what I am saying

Like in my IT lab

I asked a guy beside me on what to do

He had his sentence filled wit more more 'yea' than the content

And when I raised my question to my lecturer he answered me some other thing haha

Just so freakin annoyin la

But I admit everytime for some reason here

I struggle to string words together zzz

Maybe too nervous

It's making myself feel so vulnerable

Feel like askin them to a computer and let me type out what I said

In a way being unable to communicate is a big handicap

It's definitely not the problem of different races

No racism intended here

Because I've seen my friends doing just fine

It should be a matter of being confident

Gimme confidence pill please !

3am already

I don't think I can sleep yet though

Still gotta go rest rest rest rest !

I admit

Doin so many things alone is kinda lonely

And I'm thinking thinking thinking always thinking

:(

Teh

1st 10

It's gonna be hard 'cos usually for every post I'm gonna like check through everything before posting

But I'll be posting this up straight after finishing haha

12.32 am now

10 days already since I arrived at Perth

And it's my first time away from home

So how do I feel

First thing I can't emphasize enough is the weather here

Ya the sun is scorching hot .. always

Yet the cool breeze really makes you syiok haha

So it balances out !

Pretty even wit the humidity felt back in M'sia

Still summer here so there're 3 more seasons to come

The first ten days

Got to know more people especially friends of Esther and Rachel

Who helped me so much to settle here

T.T can't thank them enough haha

Thanks alot yea !

And the campus here is really besarrrr

Till now I still can't really remember where is where

I guess it'll take some time to be familiar

And In the space of 10 days I managed to go several places

Been to Fremantle, Northbridge and some other places I can't remember the names ~.~

Visited UWA too

That uni has a bit of Hogwarts' punya feel

Was it just me or wad haha

I really love the campus though

Sad I think Curtin people gonna label me as traitor

I think I'm settling OK so far

The only problem I find is cooking

Really stress man -_-

Have been cookin those instant stuffs these few days

Planning to really cook a REAL meal later tonight hahah

Hopefully I will :)

Running out of words yo and yes I scrolled up and edited the texts edi

So not spontaneous ~.~

Off to bed !

Teh

Pictures? Where are the pictures? Lazy to upload la

There we go again ....