Saturday

It was a wonderful Saturday

Went to city with a bunch of lively people

With them around it's always nice haha

More $$$ flew away

Bought myself a spike

Quite heartbroken after paying for it =(

Really spent a lot during the past few week

You see every dollar spend

My mind will automatically multiply it 3 haha

But much better than when I first came here

At least now I can eat peacefully

After today I would strongly consider to do a shift of two weekly

Soon after reaching at night I had Adrian and Rashid coming over for a drink

FIFAed and Simpsoned

Haha we're just bored

But had fun crappin and talking nonetheless

Oh how time flies

A month here already

Now I am still monitoring and planning my daily needs

Like how many days to get groceries

How much you have to buy each time

How long those gonna last

Bring out the auntie side of me more and more

And oh I'm going solo now

So it's going to be tougher for me

But it's for the better I suppose

After certain time I'll definitely grow tired of this but will get used to it wit time

I hope

Perhaps maybe one of my experience here worth sharing

I still find it difficult to communicate wit people here

It's either they don't understand what I am saying or they pretend they don't know what I am saying

Like in my IT lab

I asked a guy beside me on what to do

He had his sentence filled wit more more 'yea' than the content

And when I raised my question to my lecturer he answered me some other thing haha

Just so freakin annoyin la

But I admit everytime for some reason here

I struggle to string words together zzz

Maybe too nervous

It's making myself feel so vulnerable

Feel like askin them to a computer and let me type out what I said

In a way being unable to communicate is a big handicap

It's definitely not the problem of different races

No racism intended here

Because I've seen my friends doing just fine

It should be a matter of being confident

Gimme confidence pill please !

3am already

I don't think I can sleep yet though

Still gotta go rest rest rest rest !

I admit

Doin so many things alone is kinda lonely

And I'm thinking thinking thinking always thinking

:(

Teh