My Stories of Fs

I've thinking about posting stuffs lately
Lets just cramp them up in one

Now let's talk about a Friend
It was quite some time ago
Who in a group video conversation
Spoke a line of words that pissed me so much
I couldn't assure of not hurting him if he's near me then
Should know what type of person I am
There are things about me I don't want to talk about
That's the least I would expect from people around me to understand

Not the first time already
He has the unparalleled ability of provoking me
I don't know about others
Maybe it's just me
Maybe

Why does it have to be like this?
I respect him as a person
One smart guy who actually thinks
But sometimes I just don't understand him
So
He has become the first person I knew
that I never want to meet again
Oh man I can't believe I'm even writing about him

My next story
It's on Failure
One moment of 2 hours madness
And I failed TEP
How long has this been?
It's still haunting me

Everyone agreed that it was one crazy paper
But me being the only one
At least among people that I know
That didn't go through this one
It's me who did terribly bad

Supposedly it was one I had most confidence in
Getting stuck in the moment when your brain just couldn't function
How helpless

People can say anything encouraging to me
But this one hit me pretty hard
As one friend told me
This will change a lot of thing
Future prospect and career
Every morning I wake up there's always something
Some sort of a void fillin up this atmosphere

Remember that night?
How helpless to be the needed to be comforted
I was the only supposed to be comforting :(
How pathetic

Well I've got this off my chest
Should stop writing now
And there's another 2+ months left.
In this two months
is there anything can we do about this?

Teh