"Never before I have ever doubted myself so much.."

I'm finding more and more that blogging is just not my thing. Everytime I planned to post something, I will always got stuck somewhere, ending up to click the X on the right top corner of the screen haha.

And I always seem to only update my blog whenever my mood isn't that good. Not all the time, but most of it. So, here we go. haha


Kungfu Panda

I watched it the night after my exam finished. It's a good one I think, very funny and the characters are all very cute. I noticed a few others had entries about this movie so I think I won't go too much into detail. I'm still left wondering though, why the village only has pigs as citizens, and why the panda, a mammal, has a bird daddy(or wadever it was, creature with wings) ? -.-

Incredible Hulk 2

I like this one! I'm not one who's tooo into action movies but this one is nice la. Worth watching (:

Stomp The Yard
(TBP soon -.-)
It was out quite some time ago, in fact I think it was about a year ago? haha. Friends told me it's a good movie, but I'm only halfway watching it(via youtube.com ^^), thanks to the brilliant job STREAMYX is doing. Not planning to finish it also, because until now I still don't quite understand the story haha. Sad thing that Chris Brown died in the early part ._.

Bad internet :
What else can I say? I'm sure complaints come from all 13 states in Malaysia (13 or 14 states? o.o) I don't expect a 1mb/s download rate from Streamyx. Limited bandwidth I can understand. But being horribly unstable and unpredictable? Whoever responsible for the internet connection wouldn't be short of complaints. Complaints were made. But any improvement? I have no idea if they have done anything. Or maybe they tried, but failed. Only they know. This sums up the first few days of my dreadful holiday, even snail can move faster I think -__-

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And yah, I finally managed to meet a few of my friends who are back for their holidays. Delighted to see old friends. Not much changes also haha.

I think I'll stop here for now. Enjoy la you people (:

Doubts, doubts.

Sigh.

Sigh.

Teh

Post-Examination Period

random picture taken at campus

Exam finished diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii haha. Degree students' exam is coming to an end this week, and I think geology first years are having their last paper today. Actually it ended last wednesday for me but my laziness + my connection prevented me from posting anything.

The last few weeks were probably the stress-est time I'd ever gone through. Pretty much being a no-lifer la haha. Sometimes I sat down with the notes and books non-stop from morning till night, with only meal-times or toilet breaks in between. I even slept with books, to foster a better relationship with them so that information would enter my head easier LOL. Lame I know -.-

But nothing to be proud of actually, because it was mostly doing catch-up work. I found that even working hard for the last two weeks would not be enough. Or less than two weeks la, all those stupid assignments -.- This kind of effort won't work anymore larh, at this level.

And also I know this time whatever I'm getting, I've tried!

Yah, I must say I'm happy that exam is over. To hell with those stresses -_- Now I have approximately another 5 weeks of break. I find it a bit too long for me la. 5 weeks is just enough to let us rot and have our brain rusted if there isn't anything to do.

And friends I'm with throughout the semester are mostly not Mirian, and they are going back to their hometown soon. Not saying that I have no Mirian friend here but those outstation people are the ones I do a lot of things together; lunch, studying and all those things la. So, yah, their absence would be felt a bit.

Aite let's move to the brighter side of life haha. I haven't really decide on what to do during this holiday. Definitely will find time to go out with my long lost buddies. Was being really too busy to find time to find you people. So very sorry guys! Anyone of you coming back or having a break as well and happened to be reading this, meet up bah :)

Regardless of what I'm going to do I will try to enjoy this holiday. You guys should too!

Happy Holiday!

Teh

Where Do I Stand?

Bloody bloody bloody bloody connection ugh.

Teh went MIA for about a week

MIA for missing in action

Because his house's streamyx fell sick

Haha nolah just something went wrong with the setting

And I couldn't get the setting right

Hmm after a week

I should ask myself where I am now

In preparation for the final exam

My progress of catching up was, indeed very slow

've got to admit I'm trailing wayyy behind

Just to put it simply but mildly

I'm just horribly lost

Many things I couldn't understand

Understanding a line would take me hours

Many things to memorize

Ugh memorizing is just not my thing

Ask me about my dad's or brother's number, or most people's birthdate

Without reference I can only tell you I can't remember haha

Fuh.. take a deep breath

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Not many days left

Now it's a little more than a week

Not to the start of the exam

But to the end la haha

When I can feel the relief

And the satisfaction of finally ending those dreadful days of exam stress

Just stay focused for another week!

Another week!

Teh